gah .


currently waiting fer kor ta come back home with his stead . DEN we can go out and eat . hah .

had food poisoning today . wtf man .

ARGH . i hate her . bitch .
oh , no worries by the way . i wont let you ruin my life for me thank you very much . so kindly , fuck off . out of my planet .
:(

i suddenly dut see the point at getting so pissed over sucha mediocre person . i'm very sure mivio and dorothy will know who i'm talking abt .

most probably hafta spend the day tml at pris's house tml again . since i dut wanna stay at home . i'm VERY sure ma will allow me ta go her house . afterall . it's just next door . hah .

i wanna go meet him . ):

hey girl . i agree going seperate ways is better . just treasure the memories lorhs . you takkair ya . rmb . i'm always here fer you ..

PILLOW ~
i miss you like fuuuccckk .
howhowhow !
i'm going crazy already .
a day spent with you aint enough fer me .
a million words aint enough fer me ta describe how i feel about you .
i wanna spend eternity with you ..
and only you .

oh no . wad's wrong with me . i'm starting ta like ta write stuffs like this everytime . i think missing him's getting abit to me already .

i <3 you .

just came back from simei .

went ta chel's hse first . dennis was there . kept blasting my iPod . cause i said i wanted ta let them have some , *ahem* , privacy . ahhas . den he came . den we went 445 .

took a bus to bugis . damn long larh . budden i dut mind lehs . got him can le . ahhas .

walkwalk . blah .

quite tired now . shall sleep after finishing my iPod stuffs . hah .

hey girl . i know how u feel larh .. i think that way too . budden . maybe it's just not meant ta be . i dunnoe . let nature take it's course lah huh ?

argh .
i miss him .
:((((((((((

my ma's sending me ta angela's church early in the morning . den off to Esplanade to collect my violin mute , and some scores . den kor's bdae dinner or smth . hah .

chel and marmie wants ta go orchard tml . ta shop . AGAIN . argh . hafta think of ways ta make ma let me go .

hais .
I MISS HIM .
dear .
everything i do .
everything i see .
it all reminds me of us .
you're my everything ..
iLURFEyou-
(:

maybe i'm just not cut out ta be a musician .

but still . it's one of my dreams . and dut think i'll give it up just because of your stupid fucking comments you gave today during the exam . if failing is wad u wanna see me do . hah . trust me , you wont get to see that happening . i'll prove to you idiots i can do it . once i get my diploma cert i'll shove it into ur face .

anyway .. today wasnt feeling reaally good after practical . budden his words cheered me up again . ahhas . ohyah . debra and yujie had a part in tat too . yup . glad ta have such , erm , cute daughters . ahhas .

sports day today . left early and stuffs . blahblah .

i hate people who over control me . i can't believe it larh . my ma told me she wants ta know like EVERYTHING . everywhr i go . everything i do . all also wanna know . like wtf ? now she's like trying ta look at my laptop screen .

there's something seriously wrong with me these few days . hais . HEY . sorry if i gave anyone attitude or wad . i think i'm going crazy soon .

tml meeting him at 12.30 . (:

laogong .
I MISS YOU LIKE WOAH .
can see you tml le .
hah .
ilu . (:

OH NO !

mep practical's just like less than 24hrs away . oh no oh no .. this is bad man . like real bad . x(((

practiced like crazy today . i think i can feel my bone cracking into bits again .. fuck lah . ever since that accident . i feel so fucking handicaped when coming ta playing the violin . oh no . now that i thinking of it . i feel fucking disabled most of the times when i need ta use my left hand alot . aaahhhhh ....

nvm . gotten quite used ta it . gonna bandage the damn thing tonight . so it can be in tip top shape fer tml . yups . (:

oh yah . I GOT MY NEW BOW TODAY ~!
i couldnt get the ivory one i was eyeing on . you know you know . that $3773 one i always wanted ? the guy sold it off .. argh . he said he waited like 2 months fer me and tried ta fend off many buyers . budden . oh well .

so i got another one ! this one's made in USA , budden the material is from some other country . i forgot . hah .

violin guy said my violin's veh good ! it's made by this ger who's about 19 this yr . and it's her 7th violin . it's made it Berlin , Germany . her teacher's this kinda famous German violin maker i think . the funny thing is . it's made in Germany budden it's created in the Italian style . hah .

thought of applying fer IP . as in fer nj and acjc . budden dut think i will . cause .. well . ta put it simply . i dut think i can make it , plus , i hate stress . AND I SUCK LIKE FUCK IN STUDIES . that kinda concludes the whole story ya ?

oh man . i <3 him so much . wasnt reaally veh happy abt smth today . during geog and stuffs . budden i msged him and dunno why lah . his words just cheered me up . ahhas . thanks dear !

also dunnoe whr he is now . think he's at simei bah . didnt reply my msg . oh wait . is it my hp cracking up again ? this proves it . i need a new phone . RECOMMANDATIONS , ANYONE ?

the bird who was building it's nest in our classroom died today . hais . sad . i wasnt there at that time though . people told me abt it . from wad i hear , the bird flew and whacked the fan or smth . den it just dropped dead . imran was like telling us wad treasure wad u have now . or your dreams may suddenly one day be taken away from you .

eeks . i just rmbed . i lost my edusave form .

oh no oh no .
i miss him like fuck .
^&#**^@)@#*!
laogong .
i <3 you loads !
220306 (:

oh no oh no . im gonna rot if i sit here any longer .

bio test tml . mep practical on friday . AHHHHHHH !!!!

accompanice (?!) came ta my hse today . ta practice fer practical and all . he said i have musical cells in me ! wahhaaa . and and . he said i have talent . he expected like a real long session with a totally tone-deaf person . budden he said that when he heard me play , he was damn surprised and happy .

WAHAAAHAA .

ohoh . and he also said he thinks i'll do well in my practical . hope so larh . hais . and oh . did i add ? he looks abit . GAY . HAHA .

chay told me yesterday that people can get into my blog cause the password's not really a password . i told her i know . cause i'm norta moron . she and teheeshan reads my blog , like , i dunnoe .. everyday ? ahhas .

bloody hell . if you read it , tag the damn board LAH .

ahhas . is not i dowan ppl read my blog den i put password . is cause i'm scared my godsis or who pass by and reads .. den they'll tell my parents . and i dut think they know how to do the stop source thing . HAH .

btw , fer people who dut know . i'm using my other number temporary . so dut msg my old number fer the time being . if u dunnoe the other number den ask me or smth lah . and if you've like NO way to contact me or wad . den all i can say is . too bad lorh . ahhas .

i used my old hp fer the old line . funny . so many people msged the other number . like mivio . she asked me whr i was . dat time was during history . when we were in the com lab . and she and debra dunnoe disappear until where . another person who msged that number is him . ahhas . he chatting with me half-way . den i think he not used ta it . go msg the other number . ahhas .

finally saw him again today . didnt see fer 3days le . x( cause i wasnt like allowed ta go down and stuffs . budden today did lah . and he gave me one of the two-part bracelets i bought fer our first month !

shall upload the photo next time .

i think my chinese teacher damn double face lah . in front of us act nice nice ta us . behind our backs call our mas . wad the fuck sia . can like give second chance one right . tell us wad we did wrong , den if again den call LAH . and if u really wanna call , can like tell us den at least give us some mental preparation first anots .

sians . tml got bio test . SIGH . better go study now . i cant have molly leong calling my ma in addition to double face chinese teacher rights ?

OH NO . i miss him like fuck .
sobs .
whr my pillow go to ..

oh no oh no .
i need you real bad .
my life just crumble ta bits without you .

teehee . so sweet .
LURFES -

damn bored . damn tired .

i have this fucking headache . just wont go away . argh .

i miss him so . hais .

me and mivio are discussing abt the njc and acjc application forms . i wanna go acjc ! their uniforms are nice . ahhas . budden i need a referee to guarantee my character and stuffs . shall think about all these tml . my headache's getting worse .

oh no . mivio's making me laugh like crazy . ahhas .

LAOGONG !
i miss you . x(
oh no oh no . whr my pillow go to ..
i need you ..

just came back from Ju Eng Home . that place was .. kinda like sad larhs . there was this old lady , she was tied to the wheelchair , which was tied to the pole . she was like crying at us larh , and wanted us ta untie her . the nurse told us to ignore her cause she just wants attention . wahlao .

i dut like ta see old people like so kelian sia . small brats maybe . i can name many kids who i want to tie up .

hais . wasnt feeling veh happy after that . debra , yujie and dorothy started crying . me , mivio and nicolette dunnoe wad ta do sia . was gonna cry also . den he msg me some real comforting stuffs . so didnt . ahhas . thanks laogong . (:

dorothy , yujie and debra were talking ta this uncle , together with imran . den cause the uncle was speaking hokkien , imran dut understand . den the uncle was saying something like , talk ta this person veh peck ceck . den he scolded imran lampa gek in his face . AHHAS .

the best thing ?

imran smiled and said , yahyah .

WAHAHAHAAAA !!! damn funny sia . dorothy told me .

there was a few ahmas . me , nicolette and mivio went ta talk ta them . den got one ahma ask me turn the fan fer her . i going ta turn the fan , den the rest say dut turn . den they started talking abt the fan to us , talktalktalk . damn funny sia . den we tried asking them like if they were happy and stuff , budden the ahma just wanted to talk abt the fan . like INSISTED on talking abt the fan . nothing else .

ohoh , and there was this other ahma . she told us she got boyfriend . and they hold hands and stuff . then we were like , okay .. den shortly after , she told us she just got married 3 months ago , to this ahgong who was sitting at another table . she even pointed him out to us sia . i wanted ta ask , huh , den wad happened ta ur boyfriend ? budden i decided not to .

MY POOR LAOPO'S SICK .
aww . get well soon larhs . see larhs . dut believe me . i ask u dut eat ur stupid cheese fries . dut listen larhs .

laogong .
sorry arhs .. cannot meet u so often this wk le . thanks fer ur understanding anyway .. iLURFEyou !

me , chel , and marmie going crazy yesterday at simei toilet . ahhas .

the last photo's me and marmie trying ta immitate chel's toottoot photo taking skills ! marmie was damn happy she finally mastered the art of looking retarded . AHHAS .

hey ! you 2 idiots still owe me my dramatic man . no fair !

i miss him so much . i think i'm going crazy .
today also dunnoe can go out anots . grr .

argh . fuck it . my phone's jammed again . i need a new phone ! any kind souls who wants to donate ? i'm nice . (:

gonna upgrade soon anyways . thinking of getting walkman phone . or nokia's L'Amour collection ! that nokia 7380 . damn nice ! budden it costs $1000 without line and $888 with line .

-SOBS .

i hate money . the source of all unhappiness in the world . i have a suggestion that'll inprove the world and promote world peace . since the root of all sadness and misery comes from money .. everyone should give their money to me , and i'll bare ur burden fer u ! ahhas .


i miss him . where my pillow go to !
$!^@*@!*^&!
oh nvm . it's like 10plus only . i think he's still sleeping or smth .

today's Jparty . fc and niu asked me if i'm going . said i'm not going . 'cause niu took my 2 tickets . plus if i'm even allowed out i think i'd rather go out with him lorhs .

okay . going ta prac violin . practical's on friday . WISH ME LUCK . I DUT WANNA DIE SO EARLY . I'M TOO YOUNG !


LAOGONG !
i promise i'll lurfe you forever .
nothing , not even time , will ever change that .
take my hand , and i swear i'll never let go .
//220306-
i <3s you !

LAOGONG . HAPPY ONE MONTH ! iLURFEyou .

anyway , met him at pasir ris interchange . den went ta 445 meet the others . simei . den supposed ta go beach . budden guess wad ?

my kor called . kan me . say wan me go home straight away cause he wants ta talk ta me .

cheebye . today's supposed ta be happy larhs . den it's like , i hafta leave him so fucking early somemore .

feel damn fucking hopeless sia . hais .

hais . i still feel very helpless . i miss him so much . even though its been like onnly 1hr30mins away from him . he's not replying me . hais .

laogong , my feelings are true . i dut care what others say . i jus wanna feel your embrace .

yay . i got a new iPod nano . from kor . ahhas .

currently talking ta mivio , debra and nic on conference . the morons . its ike 11.28pm and i STILL havent bathe yet . 'cause they wont allow me to . grr . seriously , i stink . literally , not , you know .

talked ta jingjun on the phone jus now . long time no talk sia . maybe meeting her tml fer awhile in case my ma dut believe i'm "going out" with her and stuff .

oh yuck . hafta go hairdresser tml . have my hair inspected . then the guy has ta write official letter to christina tan to prove my hair isnt coloured . i mean , was coloured , but isnt now . the dye just faded off or smth .

going fer violin tml at 10am . den meeting him at 12.30 . (:


LAOGONG !
iLURFEyou -
till forever ends . which will most probably never happen . (:

if everything in the world seems unsure of , you can be sure of one thing . i lurfe you . please , dut ever doubt that .

that rope was once strong .
that rope was once the only thing i ever had , my life ring that i cletched on whenever i felt like i was drowning .
today , that rope is a thread .
a thin lil thread , threatening to break anytime .
quarrels after quarrels , i opened that door .
the door to my heart .
quarrel after quarrel , you still entered that door , and things would go back to normal .
but now , you're the one who doesn't want to enter it .
you shut me out of your life .
i've come this far .
i'm not going to back out now .

im in pain . like real bad . 'cause ..

1. fucking ______ . not that bad today . was worse yesterday .

2. my wrist ! i practiced for like 4hrs today .

3. my TONGUE . my ma gave me food . in my haste to eat it , i bit my tongue . and it started bleeding . i had a bloody tongue alright . literally .

whole sku had mega spot check today . like duh , was caught for belt and stuff . jiamin sowed my pinafore for me . DAMN BLOODY HIGH . christina tan called my ma 'cause she thought i dyed my hair back and stuff . blahblahblah . she claims she will and can expel me . i so had the urge to say , "go ahead , i dut mind going to some ulu ulu sku . ANYWHERE but this crazy place . " plus , if i get expelled , i can go to eastview and be with my laogong and laopo . HAH .

anyway , everything's settled now . 'cause of my genius head . someone once told me , that Einstein said that great spirits usually get alot of opposition from mediocre minds . she's not very extraordinary , that woman . so my point is proven . i'm a great soul man . (:

didnt meet him today . x( he's not replying my msges . i also dunnoe wad happened ta him . chel said he looked quite dulan in sku . hais . i'm worried he'll get too stressed . i dut like ta see him sad .

got poked by joey in the ribs during strings . cos i was thinking of him . so kinda like in a trance and stuff . den conductor was waving the baton at me like siao . den couldnt get my attention . ahhas .

got ta go now . i'm currently sowing my belt for tml . aren't i a good lil ger ? everyone who's reading this now , i demand that you msg me and say i'm good . c'mon , dut deny it . i know everyone secretly takes me as a role model for guai-ness . ahhas .


LAOGONG .
i miss you .
your embrace is what keeps me strong .
iLURFEyou -
(:

-edited-

i decided to give up on my pinafore thing . shall blog about sat .

didnt sleep the whole night before . 'cause me and him wanted ta celebrate our first month on sat together with chel and dennis . so i spent the whole night making 184 straw hearts fer him . in a bottle of 'cause . gave him a 2 part boy-girl keychain and a shirt also .

slept at 4am , woke up at 6am cos i had violin at 7am . went ta chel's house at 9am , continued making hearts . cos the night before i started at like 1am cos i went fer WestSide Story . the broadway musical , not the 5566 show . hah .

ran to cs to get ribbons and stuffs cos chel needed them . we were walking back , den we were laughing abt the last time stupid chel said smth abt scaly my ma drive past us then really happened . den chel STUPIDLY said "scaly dengyuan and dennis at my house downstairs." den in the end really happened . chel ran upstairs and started knocking her head against the wall in the lift . AHHAS .

he gave me a ring btw . damn nice . thanks laogong ! (:

met the others at 445 , den went ta bedok there cos they wanted ta play pool and lan . blahblahblah .

had ta stay at bedok interchange fer awhile cos dennis had some problems with his mom and stuff . the stars at bedok interchange was very nice . ahhas . (:

den northpark . STARS AGAIN . ((:

damn happy on sat . thanks fer everything dear ..

LURFES -

I AM GETTING TOO LAZY TO BLOG ! oh so sad .


school was crazy today . had fucking ______ . damn pain ! sushi allowed us to do our Macbeth play tml instead . she allowed me to skip one period of art also . mivio brought me to the canteen to get hot milo . got better after that .

me , debra , mivio and yujie screamed at nicolette like crazy today . 'cause she was supposed to do Macbeth with us yesterday but APPARENTLY , she told us she had church choir the whole day , until 6pm , and cannot come . so debra asked someone from choir , and she said choir ended at 12pm .

"-_-

yah , right . thanks dickhead .

so we called her at 2.30pm , asked her whr she was . the dickhead was home . the best part was she was sleeping . oh la-di-da . and and , she said when she reached home , she SUDDENLY realised it was her sister's birthday yesterday , and all her relatives came over to celebrate it together with Easter !

so i told her , your itenery for the day was , you went to church , and sat in the choir room till 2pm , and finally whacked your dickhead and realised that choir ended like 2hrs ago , so you went home . THEN you discovered that your sister was born 3yrs ago , and your cousins came over to celebrate Easter too , so all of you sat together eating Easter eggs delivered by bunnies imported from Alaska ?

okay , ommit that bunnies part . abit random . ahhas .

the worse thing was , dickhead gave me her retarded dickhead-ish face .


..



it's hard being mad at nicolette . she just has the i'm-so-annoying-cause-you-can't-get-angry-with-me look . oh well . we're planning on irritating her for a few more days , then we'll consider forgiving her royal majesty .

ohoh , she also commanded mivio and debra to do the 8kings and appariations . cause she did the 7page long report , the one with the 2337 words .

fuck it with the 2337 words larhs . 2337 words my arse . more like 2337 alphabets .

she came to sit beside me during proj work . with mivio , debra and yujie . debra damn straight forward . she went , nicolette long , fuck off . imran went , "debra , NO VULGARITIES . come come , let's all be nice lil gers here and settle this like sophisticated people , NOT babarians ."

okay , maybe he didnt say that . but from his expression , that was wad he WAS trying to say .

i'm not THAT mean . i jus told her that we humble pheasants can't bear the greatness of sitting next to the president of the universe . HAH .

it's nice annoying nicolette . (:

okay , i'm freezing cold now . bloody aircon . so cold when i'm doing my things , so hot when i'm sleeping . machiam i in Sahara desert larhs .


LAOGONG !
ilurfeyou-
(:

im bored . just came back from tampines mall . went to angela's church in the morning , den debra's house with mivio . went 445 meet him , terence , rachel , ahsong or whatshisname .

chel and i were talking abt *ahem*s on the way to the busstop . den we were laughing like siao . CHEL , LETS ALL GIVE BOXERS WITH NAMES ENGRAVED . ahhas ! i rolled down the bus . x(

laogong's damn funny . keep msging me i love you i love you . LAOGONG ! i know you owe me 112 . budden dut need lidat return one rights . i declare it here on my blog , in black and white , sms NOT counted . i wan hear voice one lehs . I DUT CARE . ahhas .

cannot fen ju horhs ! someone arh , nvr clean my cage properly . nvr feed me on time . still dare say wan put me up for adoption . CANNOT LEH , TOO BAD .

sians . so much homework . i havent even started doing it larhs .

iLURFEyou laogong !
220306(:

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY NA ! can't go out with you tml . x( cos you're going to temple and pray ? ahhas . i'll go buy you the fucking bear larhs . dut worry .

had to rush for composition today during MEP . cos debra and yue xiu didnt come sku . den left me and jessica . wahlao , we were like composing rubbish lyrics with rubbish melodies . MY lyrics :

i wash my face and comb my hair
i brush my teeth and shine my hair .

AHHAS . jessica kinda turned mad cos i kept singing it . ahhas . R&B , hiphop , jazz , any style you name , i sing wadever the style . ahhas !

many many funny pics of yujie and dearie during recess . shall upload them tml . i'm tired .

laogong . baogong ! wahh . shuai ge shuai ge ~ ah gong ah ma see all shen hun dian dao arhs . ahhas . ILOVEYOU . (:

just came back from 445 . went ta meet chel after sku , den go meet him . beginning he was kinda like stressed larhs . think is cos of dennis that thing . laogong ! dut so stressed kkaes .. i'll be here fer you . (:

debra's grandpa passed away today . she was damn sad , and she started crying during maths . my darling daughter ! dut cry lah kkaes . life and death , nobody can control one . only God . so take it in your stride ya ? THE family will be here with you . (: esp MARMIE !

mivio , nic , me and yujie gave her a big bear hug together . damn funny . yujie eating her stupid zooland biscuits . den when she hug debra , her crumbs were like showering all over debra's pinafore . AHHAS .

debra told me a joke today . damn funny . she was watching this show in the plane from Sydney to Singapore i think .

friend : how does it feel that your boxers wil like a thong ?
fat guy : are you calling me fat ?!
friend : nono , im not calling you fat . the riter's scale's calling you fat ! i call you chompsy wompsy . (:

*debra gives retarded face*
AHHAS .

i was eating biscuits during bio . den i picked up my textbook ta cover my face , so can put the biscuit in my mouth . den i looked at josceyln . she laughing like siao sia . den i jiu turn and look at my book . den discovered i open to bio chap 6 , REPRODUCTION PARTS OF THE FEMALE BODY . wtf .

at 445 that time , had war with him . ahhas . he go take pen draw terence's face on my hand . ahhas . damn funny sia . he drawing that time look like lil boy . laogong ! dut need argue le larhs . u play game lah , draw lah , ALL look like xiao hai zi . ahhas ! next time talk ta you call u boy boy can le . x)

sians . tml have EE . fuck lah . havent come up with script for the advertisment thing . nevermind , i'll go dream of something funny tonight . then i use that idea .

ziqian just said something ta me online that made me almost puked all my lungs out . she said . OCC'S NICE TO ME AND SHE LIKES ME ALOT . hah , nice try senior . she's NOT nice to me , cos shes not nice to ANYONE . and no , she doesnt like me . she hates me . i think she's having a countdown to the day i leave strings . why else does she keep smiling to herself when she hears i'm still in pain cos of my wrist ?

fucking hell . i was looking all around my room for my support thing . den i jus remembered . i lost it during fiesta . ARGHH . ma wants me to go to the orto-dunno-what docter and get a new one . budden so ex ! waste money sia . i might as well use that money go buy my $3773 German bow . grr .

RACHEL LEE ! you dut think too much lah kkaes . i know u worried fer him . or else u wont bo tai bo ji kup dennis the kianwei call me ask me things one lorhs . he'll be okay one lah ! you tml dut go do stupid thing horhs . for example , AHEM AHEM AHEM AHEM . i think you know wad i talking about lah huh .

laogong ! takkair of my laopo . ahhas . and teh-nee also lahs . YOU ALSO HORH . dut go make me worried . x(

5th iPod confiscated from sku today by vice principal . yah right . announce the name ? my ass lah . say wan announce from first until now . 5 people already den still havent announce . if they ban iPods from sku i'll go mad . ban hps next , I'LL TRANSFER SKU STRIAGHT AWAY .

sians . wahlao , i do one blog post took me 1hr . WTF .

nvm , i wan go sleep le . NIGHTS .


iLURFEyou laogong !
220306(:

today was kinda okay . school quite slack . cos molly leong didnt come , so we had 2 free periods during bio . imran sibei fuck sia . cos he said that our trainee maths teacher say that dearie and mivio veh noisy . so he put both of them each at a corner of the class . wtf . give that stupid fucking sacarstic face somemore .

i dut believe our nice nice maths teacher did it ! she's so nice ta disiao . so funny somemore . how can someone so nice be sucha backstabber !

okay okay . i'm fucking dulan now . that's why i'm blogging rapidly . my ma not happy i talking ta him . den go kup his kianwei . FUCK LAH . i wan talk ta who her taiji is it . cheebye sia . come back home she jet lag bad mood anyhow scold people i nvr say anything le lorhs . bloody hell .

went ta tm ta find chel today after violin . wahlan . my hp screwed up sia . its like . someone messaged me at 11am . i receive at 3 plus . fuck lah . den everyone msg me the things all jumble up . den i hafta call everyone ta apologise and ask them say properly . FUCKING HELL . i wan a new phone . x( someone donate ? i'm very poor .

saw daryl and wenyou at tm . i dut think wenyou saw me . budden daryl saw me . den he was like , kinda diao-ing me . i also like nothing against them wad . break cannot be normal friends arh ? okay lah . maybe if he feels weird being friends with me , can . budden got need ta diao me anots . argh , forget it . he wan diao its his right . i can't possibly go there and gorge his eyeballs out or smth .

didnt meet him today . cos he went home , den go 445 there slack . budden when i going that time , my ma ask me go home . grr . damn funny sia . he and his gay partner terence . ahhas .

chel's so retarded . she tried ta act cute plus act GUAI today with her stupid clip . not funny lah charbo . whack me like siao somemore . laugh also got wrong arhs . i good mah , den tell you my *ahem* opinion about your hair . WHERE THE FUCK DID FREEDOM OF SPEECH GO TO ?

i'm bored . surprise everyone ! i did my homework like few days in advance . SO NO HOMEWORK FOR ME . okay okay , i admit , i do wrong thats why i no homework today . wtf . i'm actually missing homework . oh wait , i dut . i'm jus bored .

ahh ... fuck . i'm starting ta crap . shall end here . before i tear my whole keypad off my laptop . tata ! going ta sneak off ta call him again . (:


iLURFEyou laogong !
220306 . (:

life's peaks and vallies are driving me nuts . i suppose every single lil aspect of my life must be a lil different . its either this or that . oh fuck it .

*updated*
maybe i am just a fucking selfish bitch after all . i know there's no point telling you what's the real truth now , cos if i'm you , i wouldnt bother listen to me . i wouldnt believe it anyway , even if i did listen . but i dut believe fate brought us together to keep each other company for 9years for no reason . there's still hope , but i dut think you wanna preserve the friendship anymore ..

hais . i'll miss you . i'll miss all the days we had together , the times we embraced each other , and wiped the tears of the other's face . those memories will be in my heart forever , no matter what may happen to us one day .

reached home at 1am yesterday . fucking early . budden kena scolding from my daddy . kor whacked me . x( fuck lah . i say i come back at 3am . he say okay . den suddenly bad mood wan me come back early . CAME BACK 2HRS earlier , still kena same thing wad . i should have stayed out . nabei .

ohyah . HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS ! ahhas . too bad ytd dengyuan they all didnt whack u hard eh . or maybe they did . jus tat i wasnt looking . ahhas .

went ta meet chel at 9.30 ytd . rushed ta bugis to get her last min extra present for dennis , den rushed back . reached tampines at 12.15pm . sprinted like 2 siao charbos from MRT to her house . cos she thought that dennis and dengyuan at her house downstairs le . den she wanna wrap present . budden when we reached we discovered that dennis was bluffing us . grr .

went down to meet them after panicking abt her present fo like 20mins . laogong wearing formal sia . so cute . ahhas . took cab to 445 . met the others . sat there till 3 lidat . den went ta simei . me and him were at war . ahhas . den i kept laughing like siao . dennis and chel also kena influenced by 2 of us . den they also start war . AHHAS . they say i laugh look like mouse . IS THAT GOOD OR BAD EH .

simei . they played pool . me , chel , yuchun kept going ta toilet . chel kept changing eyeliner colour . was white , den black , den purple . marmie put blue ! i was jus too lazy , so didnt bother . he was in kinda of a bad mood . cos smth happened . shant talk abt it . budden later okay le . had migraines when we were at KFC eating . pharmacy said i had ta be 18 and above to buy medicine . wtf sia .

took MRT to marina bay . den a bus . steamboat ! ahhas . me , chel , yuchun actually wanted ta run to the row of shops at the end to buy a surprise cake fer dennis . budden when we reached there after some running , we discovered it was a kopitiam . wanted ta buy those long long bread . den act as bdae cake . budden we lost the bread shop . AHHAS . we bought those trick candles the last time , those tat u blow will relight . too bad , no cake . CHEL'S DARLING SURVIVED THE EMBARRASMENT MAN .

smth damn funny happened on the way back ta the steamboat area . said smth so funny , yuchun spat all the green tea she was drinking onto the road . AHHAS .

steamboat , quite nice ! he make the pork thing actually quite nice lehs . budden wasnt feeling veh well . so didnt eat alot . sorry dear ! i'll eat more next time . i promise !

me and chel went ta the toilet at the bowling area . then chel's shorts veh short . one lil boy grabbed her leg and hugged it tight . AHHAS . chel sibei paiseh sia . damn funny .

went back ta pasir ris at like 9 plus . he wasnt feeling well on the way back . x( i felt so helpless that time . couldnt do anything . only can stand beside him and hold him . while seeing him like in pain . luckily he was better when we reached beach . ((:

kena disiao by them . cos i scared of dark . grr . sat at rocks . felt damn cold . budden with his hand , no more cold le . ahhas . (:

slept at 4 plus . woke up at 12.30 . watched 100days with Mr . Arrogant . kena kan by daddy again . bo tai bo ji kan me somemore sia . wahlao eh . ma coming back today . SIANS .

talking ta chel on fone . going ta do homework after that .

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